I'm a normal girl,I always look for success,oneday I lost my dream but It was just an experience 4 me,I have a lot of dreams,of curse I sometimes make mistakes,I believe that noone is perfect but GOD,I suffered alooot in my life until this moment,I look for forgivness but not all the time cuz some people don't deserve 2 be treated in a nice way...right???!!!! I found out that sometimes u've been let down and really hurt by someone u couldn't believe that he'll be the first person who makes u sad....and probably uses ur own secrets that u confided against u......!!!!!! I guess that everyone on this earth lose his way now and then,but that doesn't mean that it's the end of our lives..... ok...well..I'm a wonderful sad girl.... I have 2 consider the others' feelins without thinkin of ma self..... my life is mixed of troubles,laugh...n tears running down my face when i really get hurt n noone knows... I'm sick of it.... there's more..people say that I'm owesome but I don't think so...the truth is that I see that I'm less than normal....mmm.... ok.....this life is a "b o w l" of "s h i t".... :s n that's all... sometimes i cry....alone.. i don't let my parents see me like that... mmmm.... I love my mother,she's my best friend... n my Dad..he's my hero....:-) yeah...I know that they love me more than anything else in this world of shit.. I hate my self....ha ha ha ha ha ha ha I hate life cuz I know that it's always standing in my way.... I had a difficult life n people didn't recognize that...no.. they didn't.. I always tried 2 pretend that everythin's just fine...although it's not... about me.... first: I always made mistakes n i learned almost everythin... second:I know how it feels 2 be followed...that u wish 2 be invisable n noone can recognize that u're here ..... third:I'm too sensitive...I mean more that just enoguh n that what makes me die thousnad times aday.... sometimes I feel dipressesd...what can I do? this life sucks..it makes me sick all the time .... I've recently lost myself in the middle of nowhere... n I'm tryin' 2 gather pieces of me... but some of them could be never found... many things have changed...

writing beautiful poems,loooove reading books,writing diaries and listening 2 music

pop,jazz,guitar and sometimes rock

A Walk To Remember,Slap Her She's French,Step Up,High School Musical,Don't Say A Word,Perl Harber,

buffy the vampire slayer,friends

The Red Pony,I've Heard That Song Before,a way 2 succeed,

I believe that life doesn't always go my way...n thats faith...